It's Been Awhile, So...

2026 got off to a rough and rocky start and while I've been pushing through all of it, it's really had an effect on my whole online presence and my writing and just everything! Things are finally starting to return to normal, so I thought I'd write a little something something. Who knows where this will go... Not me!

On New Years Eve, the youngest kid (who is currently awaiting a kidney transplant) had a wicked headache and seriously high blood pressure and we had to rush her up to the hospital. I literally spent my New Years Eve getting thrown up on and dealing with doctors who aren't exactly equipped to deal with our particular kid...

Then The Boyfriend had to go out of town with her to see all her specialists, which is never good times! She also had to get a feeding tube which will likely stay in until transplant time, so it was another learning new things experience for us - which is always so stressful.

Luckily, after almost two weeks, they're home now and she's doing better and things are going good and we're all adjusting great. But it was a rough start.

I had a goal to reach my first $500 livestreaming on Chaturbate and finally did it! By far, it's my best earning platform and that feels really good. I'm also gaining a few dedicated regulars and that is always amazing! Now if only I could get a little more consistent with it all...

The end of December/beginning of January was all about random, impulsive caving. I have had many Tumblr blogs over the years but they all get shut down - but I decided rather randomly to start more. So I started an Ask Me Anything blog , a smoking fetish blog and a smoking fetishists community .

@askvalerierayne on Tumblr

Anything!!! 🖤 Get ideas for questions by searching 🖤 "ask game"

Then, in the vein of caving, I decided to start an OnlyFans . I hate it but I feel like I'm leaving money and fans on the table by not having one. Until it starts getting subscribers, I'm definitely treating it as a lower priority site and would still prefer people to subscribe to my LoyalFans and/or Fansly but it's there...

I did do a December 2025 recap and I was going to write a post here about it - started it and everything - but I just can't seem to finish it for anything! So, I'll just post the image here and call it a day. Deal with it!

In the vein of randomness, I had a day of guitar playing and then quickly uploaded two new YouTube covers and updated my channel a little bit. I really need to stop going months between videos but minor details. It's just for funsies.

Back in the day, when The Boyfriend would go out of town, he would give me "homework" - which was so freaking hot. Things like take specific pictures or videos, write about sexy things, etc. But it's been a long long while since that happened. However, he was in a homework giving mood this time around out of town and I spent a night making him some seriously hot content.

So this weekend on my fansites has been all about releasing those videos. I wore a corset that I've had for over a decade but have never worn before, I played with butt plugs for the first time ever, I tried out a ton of new angles, I wore nipple clamps on my labia and honestly, it was just so much good fun!

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Well, there you have it, a general update. I finally wrote something, so yay me!

So now, I'm dying to know:

How did your 2026 start off? Good or not so good?

Have you/will you ever watch(ed) one of my livestreams?

Have you checked out any of my Tumblr stuff? Why haven't you sent me any asks yet?

Thoughts on my December Recap (since I'm not doing a full post)?

Thoughts on my new YouTube videos?

Thoughts on my homework? What grade would you give me?