Let Me Tell You About Last Night - 11/05/2025

Thanks to shark week, it had been about 10 days since The Boyfriend and I had last had sex and let me tell you, I was feral! Even though there's been no real reason for it (might be a lie) and even though he's been sweet and cuddly and attentive, I've just felt this wall between us. It happens often, especially when we're nearing the 2-weeks-without-sex mark but this one, I think, goes a little deeper than that.

And when that wall starts to go up, I get slightly more feral because I know sex will likely shatter the bricks that have been built. It's a moment for us to reconnect without thoughts of kids and work and life and blah! And the lie... I've been working hard to step up my content game - still not anywhere near where I wanna be but spending more time and thought on it all. And while he's so supportive and encouraging and incredible about it (he'll pick my outfits with me, help me make editing decisions, give me time and space and free reign to make and do), he's just not into it. I've always said:

And sometimes, not gonna lie, it bothers me a bit. He's out there making his nature/hiking/camping content and I definitely don't care about that but you bet your ass I'm watching every single one of his videos! Whereas here I am, showing full booty hole to the internet and I've got tons of content out there that he's never seen, doesn't even know about! Literally, when we first started dating he said something about "love to watch girls masturbate", but guess how many of the 80+ masturbation videos I've made that he's seen?!?

Anyways, so not the point... So last night...

I just recently re-signed up for Chaturbate and am working on using up my "new" tag as much as possible. So I went for a bath and did a 3 or 4 hour livestream. When I got out, I decided it was dress up time because I knew that chances were high I was getting sex being that shark week was over. I picked out my favorite dress, put on a thong he'd never seen before and a bra-like thing to really push my boobs up for him. I felt like I looked hot and while he reacted, it's just never enough.

So we head to bed and almost immediately he rolls me onto my stomach. No kisses, no arousing touches, just roll over and basically starts going for it. I think he squeezed my ass a couple times and then slid his dick between my legs. Of course, I'm always wet and ready to go which is great but also sucks sometimes when I feel like I want to be coaxed and brought to some sort of peak of arousal.

After awhile of fucking me roughly from behind, he rolled me halfway to the side so that my leg was up beside me. Finally I got a kiss and my hands all over his body, which felt so good. I definitely got more into things and when he gently put his hand around my neck and slammed himself into me, I responded by grabbing him and pulling him deeper and putting my hand on his and forcing him to be a little rougher on my throat. After awhile, he laid down and invited me to crawl on top of him, which I did enthusiastically. I knew he wanted boobs in his face! As usual, this was probably the least rough part of the night and he wanted lots of grinding. He threw my hand behind me and I wasn't sure if he wanted my hand on my ass or his balls or what, so I cupped his balls and gently pressed on his asshole with my finger. He seemed to enjoy this.

After I had throughly exhausted my legs, I laid down beside him and he mounted me. I was soaking wet and he kept slipping out of me and his cock was rubbing against my ass. Of course this spawned anal teasing, which is mostly just dirty talking about anal while sliding his cock around in my wetness. Couple strokes in my pussy, pop out and let his dick slide around my ass area and then back into my pussy. He kept asking, "How many times have you wished my cock would just slide into your tight ass?", knowing full well that it was every single time he slid around that area. The teasing, the talking, the hands, all of it had me grinding and moaning, so it was no surprise when I came, digging my nails into his arm while my orgasm coursed through me. He stayed perfectly still so he could feel my pussy throb around him.

One thing that I really really love about our sex is how well we communicate during it but still keep it sexy, even when it doesn't sound that way. He said something along the lines of, "I really want to roll you over and stick it in your ass!" and I said, "I want that too but I don't know if I'll be able...". "You've said that before and then took it like such a good girl, you want me to try don't you?", he whispered in my ear. "Yes, but I don't know Daddy. I just get this feeling it's gonna fail.", I confessed. We exchanged some more words and did our classic dirty talk about what would happen if I was letting another guy fuck me in the ass. "You'd let him be so rough, wouldn't you?", he asked, "I'd be saying no but I'd want him to just take it!". Back and forth, we just kept egging each other on when suddenly he said, "You remember your safeword, don't you?". When I nodded, he said, "Roll over!", and immediately dismounted to let me roll.

Normally, he struggles to get the angle right and goes in too high or something, so I always have to reach back and help - which is probably a huge turn on him for him. However, he managed to get the right angle immediately and slid the tip in way easier than I was expecting. But with my legs together, I was getting this very intense pinching sensation every time he moved and while he wanted to just be the rough guy who takes it while I'm squirming and ow-ing, he's just not that kinda guy. I told him to let me lift one leg up to give us more room and it fixed the problem entirely. "You'd let him fuck you harder, wouldn't you?", he growled and I moaned and said "Yes, Daddy!". "What would you say to him?", "I'd tell him to fuck me harder, deeper!", I panted. "Mmm, say it to me!", he moaned as he grabbed my hair in his hand and yanked my head back. "Fuck me harder Daddy. Fuck my ass so deep!", I growled and he began thrusting harder and faster.

"Oh my god, you're so deep Daddy!", I gasped and then as is typical during anal, I just started muttering "Please", over and over again. I never know for sure what I'm saying it for or what I want or why it's what I say, it just comes out on repeat. The way that he says, "Please what?", gets me so excited, to which I often just keep repeating "Please". "You like being a slut for Daddy, don't you good girl?" - ugh, just thinking about him saying it makes me wet all over again! "Please what?", he repeats. At this point, I am a puddle, a big wet sloppy puddle - both physically and mentally. I just start moaning and growling, "Fuck me so hard in my tight little ass Daddy. Give it to me! Fill my ass with your cum! Yes Daddy, deeper. Fuck me!" - I literally have no control over the words coming out of my mouth, it just pours and pours and he absolutely loves it! I say things that often make me feel bashful afterwards and he always comforts me about how hot it was.

"I'm gonna cum in that tight ass!", he whispers and I start moaning, "Yes! Oh my god! Please Daddy! Yes!". He seemed to cum for a long time before collapsing on top of me. This part is usually the worst part of the whole experience for me. Not only is he heavy as hell when he does this collapsing but the process of getting him out of my ass is the absolute worst! He has to go really slow and pay close attention to every little "stop" and "wait", as I try to relax and I normally have to reach back and guide him out so that he comes out at exactly the same angle he went in and it's just such an unsexy moment usually. However, after his massive orgasm, he was quickly softening and just slowly slid out naturally. It was a much more pleasurable experience than normal.

We moved into our own spots and I immediately went to work on my second orgasm. I thought for sure he would just fall asleep on me with how hard and long he worked but instead he started rubbing his hands everywhere. He kept sweeping his hand along my neck and then down my boobs and along the bottom of my ribs. The motion of it was driving me absolutely wild and I kept moving my body to meet his hand. When I finally came, which probably only took 5 minutes but felt like hours, it was incredibly intense and I curled up into a little ball, every muscle so tense. The final wave of my orgasm jolted out of me and I kicked out my legs before collapsing into him. "Kiss me now!", he demanded and we exchanged a sweet and gentle kiss. I think it took us all of 2 minutes to fall asleep!!!